And The Sh*t Hits The Fan

It never fails to amaze me how when I start to pick up my vibration and I can see the results working; my hidden belief of the "sh*t must hit the fan soon" kicks in!! If you've read the previous day then you know that I was celebrating my successes! But today I am thrown a ton of challenges! I am working hard at keeping myself in a high energetic vibration but I am struggling. Fear is really taking its toll and I am having a challenging time surrendering just how powerless over this I am...I just tapped on it as I suddenly felt so overwhelmed and fearful that I couldn't even continue writing about it. It helped. I'm still frightened but I am not feeling paralyzed.

This doesn't change what I am doing it just means that I will be more diligent in my tasks. Diligent with my Afformations (no I don't mean affirmations), diligent in clearing with EFT and listening to the Manifesting Cash Meditation. I know that I will overcome this, I don't know how yet, but I can trust in The Universe to supply me with the how. I continue to take deep breaths and remember how much progress I am truly making. I am just feeling overwhelmed in this moment because I feel helpless, I am not helpless but being that it is 10pm and not being able to take action is not helping me with that feeling. Though I just need to remember that I am not helpless - not in the least! I can and will take action. Tonight what I can do is ask for what I need. Maybe that's companionship or a person to listen. I know that it will definitely be some more rounds of tapping and praying.

In the infamous words of Scarlett O'Hara "Tomorrow is another day!" And I do know that tomorrow will be better than it is now. I expect that and I shall receive it.