Sometimes I feel like I am doing all of this work and not seeing any results and then others I get a ton of results. Not quite fully the results I want, meaning they are not converting. Without conversion all the work means little .
BUT I can't dismiss the results. I am still using my Manifestating Cash Meditation and see amazing results after every use. Whether those results are in the forms of checks, cash or ideas it still, at times, freaks me out and excites me.
I also know that by finally letting go of this relationship that I have been holding on to, hoping for an impossible change that was NEVER going to happen - I haveopened up a vacuum and am allowing the Universe to fully work. I have to believe that. I know that I have been holding myself back by holding on and only now can all the work I've been doing for the last few years actually flourish.
I know that this year I am going to really start creating the life I've always dreamed of! As I learn more about myself and release what no longer serves me, I can only open up to a life that is more amazing than I have ever dreamed possible.
Though I am still dealing with bouts of sadness - I know that I was always sad in the relationship and being out is only going to bring me joy.
Still having a little nagging doubt about that but I bet in two weeks I will be saying "R.." who?!
One can hope, right?
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