The 'F' Word

Recently I feel as if I am really being asked to use the 'F' word - yes you got it. Faith. You didn't think I meant the other 'F' word did you?? Although I have been using that one a bit - it's not the one that I seem to struggle with. Having faith is much more challenging especially when I am asked to have it in a situation where everything looks like there is no way things can work.

As I've shared with you I am having some financial challenges that I have been having to have a serious amount of faith and trust.  It's been a bit of a roller coaster ride but I am starting to see the signs all pointing to the highway and it's looking like I am finally getting on and moving towards the exit. As of right now I don't have any definite s...sooo I am going on faith. As I said before I am also doing some tangible foot work along with a TON of EFT, Afformations, clearing exercises, meditation and anything else I can pull out of my tool box. But what they are all helping me to do is keep, yes you guessed it - The 'F' word.  Faith.

I have another situation that just came up over the last two days and I have had a massive change in my life. I had to let someone go.  I don't know about you but everything that I've ever let go of has had claw marks all over it and this time is no different.  In fact, honestly, I haven't completely let go yet.  I still have that feeling of hope that everything will work out in the long run, but my faith about it isn't as strong.  I have cut all contact with this person and what I really want to do is beg them to come back.  I know that won't work and I also know nothing changes, if nothing changes.  I need to do this for myself.  Having faith and trusting in the process is much more challenging for me with relationships.  But there is nothing I can do in this case and I just remembered something I heard from a friend - if things are meant to work they will.  Doesn't matter when, where or how - The Universe will find a way if that is the intent of both people.  I feel better having remembered that but I am not out of the woods yet.

What I do know is that with time, this will get easier, that the pain will lessen and that I have the tools, along with the support, to get me through this. And as long as I keep aspiring to that 'F' word then things will work out.  One way or the other and better than I could have ever imagined.  Yeah, that's what they tell me.  When I can't trust, I will trust someone and trust that they believe.  I can do that for today.