Recently I feel as if I am really being asked to use the 'F' word - yes you got it. Faith. You didn't think I meant the other 'F' word did you?? Although I have been using that one a bit - it's not the one that I seem to struggle with. Having faith is much more challenging especially when I am asked to have it in a situation where everything looks like there is no way things can work.
As I've shared with you I am having some financial challenges that I have been having to have a serious amount of faith and trust. It's been a bit of a roller coaster ride but I am starting to see the signs all pointing to the highway and it's looking like I am finally getting on and moving towards the exit. As of right now I don't have any definite s...sooo I am going on faith. As I said before I am also doing some tangible foot work along with a TON of EFT
I have another situation that just came up over the last two days and I have had a massive change in my life. I had to let someone go. I don't know about you but everything that I've ever let go of has had claw marks all over it and this time is no different. In fact, honestly, I haven't completely let go yet. I still have that feeling of hope that everything will work out in the long run, but my faith about it isn't as strong. I have cut all contact with this person and what I really want to do is beg them to come back. I know that won't work and I also know nothing changes, if nothing changes. I need to do this for myself. Having faith and trusting in the process is much more challenging for me with relationships. But there is nothing I can do in this case and I just remembered something I heard from a friend - if things are meant to work they will. Doesn't matter when, where or how - The Universe will find a way if that is the intent of both people. I feel better having remembered that but I am not out of the woods yet.
What I do know is that with time, this will get easier, that the pain will lessen and that I have the tools, along with the support, to get me through this. And as long as I keep aspiring to that 'F' word then things will work out. One way or the other and better than I could have ever imagined. Yeah, that's what they tell me. When I can't trust, I will trust someone and trust that they believe. I can do that for today.
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